Grumble again~

Just getting sick of the job here: bits and pieces, paper work, no system, too extra work system, everyone clears leave end of year = find no one for advise = anything wrong, you are responsible. Actually one of the prof really enlightens me while we are in a meeting few weeks ago, he has mentioned something like we spend alot of time and effort for the programme, but never get to see any return or benefit/incentives to our ownself, that is something not right. I think i get what he means. It just doesn't pay to be good, no one seems to appreciate our work. Why do we still strive so hard? Perhaps this is why many of us wanted to start our own business. You really reap what you sow.

I have updated my resume weeks ago and started to send out through online agencies, ought to look through Classified. Hope to get a job that can make me commit. My current working desk are filled with papers, no personal belongings here, simply a 3cm by 3cm colour printed photo of hubby and myself, and my drinking cup at one corner - 'cos i know i will not stay for long. I will give myself another 3 months, just 3 months...hopefully....

Bored~

Oh, realised i haven't been blogging for awhile. Was kind of bored at work today, therefore went through all my previous posts, and began to realise that most of my posts are filled with grumbiness. Well, that is my motive of writing a blog, an online diary. But doesn't seems very right at times, do human beings have a better brain to remember unhappiness as compared to the happy moments they once had? This question just came across my mind, maybe someone out there can clear my doubt.

*Prof came to discuss something on a seminar event, i have lost the feeling to continue. Hmmpf...shall continue when i got back the feeling..