Smiles, laughs...

There may be smiles and laughters, but it has never been the same again. Smiles are merely courtesy and laughters are on the surface. Laughters are not as heartily as before and there is always a tinge of sadness after the laugh.

Am happy to hear news about others' pregnancy but its also painful at the same time. Envious is the first word that came to mind when chance upon them. I used to be the envious lot but now i wasn't.

I miss the stages and i miss my previous self...